She was gone. Mr. Ross was gone. There was blood on the seat; the keys were still in the ignition. He leaned in to check the back; there was nothing there, either. He couldn't even see the gun the police chief had lent him.
He backed out painfully, backed all the way to the lawn where he sat on the grass and stared mutely at the house. He was too late. He just knew it. He had run away from Amy and Tommy, had let his mother down, had let Colin down, and now they were with
Now they were with Gran.
And he was all alone.
"Mom," he whispered.
The wind reached out of the blackening sky and shoved his hair into his eyes. He brushed it away angrily and swayed to his feet.
Gone. Captured, he was certain.
He had wanted to help them, had wanted to save them, and he hadn't done anything but run away and hide.
Numbly, not even sure if he were still in pain, he shuffled across the lawn. After a moment he took hold of a loose slat from the ruined fence, yanked it free effortlessly, and held it at his waist. It probably wouldn't help, but it would be better than nothing. He felt tears, then, and let them fall for several seconds before wiping them away with his sleeve and heading for the deadfall.
The patrol car was still there.
There was no one inside.
The chief, then, and Doctor Montgomery, and his tall, pretty nurse. They were gone. They were all gone. And he was alone.
They were going to Gran's shack, to burn it, he remembered. Maybe he could burn it instead. Maybe he could take that dead old man by the throat and toss him back into the water where he came from. Maybe he could save the world from Gran turning it into
Maybe.
And maybe he could do nothing. He had no matches and no fuel and the wind was so strong that even if he did he probably wouldn't make it.
Besides, there was still Amy and Tommy, still his mother and Colin. And he didn't want to see them the way they had to be now.