His chest hurt. His left arm hurt. There was a stinging inside his head that wouldn't go away, and a roaring in one ear that made him dizzy.
He didn't dare stop. He had to stop. Just for a minute, it wouldn't take long, just for a minute so he could catch his breath and start all over.
He slowed, gulping and holding his right side, bending over, coughing, and spitting dryly on the ground.
Then he straightened and reminded himself what he had to do.
He ran hard, heard a thrashing, ran as hard as he could, and came around the last turn before the trees fell away.
Eliot Nichols stood in the path, watching.
Matt slipped and skidded to a stop just before he ran into the deputy, holding out the makeshift sword and slashing it back and forth while he looked desperately around him.
Nichols moved toward him, empty shirt sleeve flapping like a broken wing, face pale, eyes dead white.
"Go away," Matt said huskily, not wanting to leave the path in case there were others out there waiting. "Go away, you son of a bitch."
Eliot reached out, his hand streaked with dried mud and blood.
Matt shouted as loudly as he could and threw the picket at Nichols' head. It struck the deputy flat on the mouth and snapped his head back as if he'd been shot.
Matt bolted off the path, batted away the brush, took a moss-covered log in a leap and landed still running. He didn't look back; there were too many things trying to snare him and trip him and pull him down into the mud, too many dark places where he knew he heard voices telling him to join them.
He swerved around a boulder, ducked under a branch, and tripped over something he couldn't see at his feet.
He yelled as he fell, turned as he hit the ground and found himself crouched on the flat above the cliffs. He was alone.
Above him the Screamer was ripping apart the clouds, allowing him just enough light to see the ocean below-white, and gray, and a belligerent, swirling black. The wind shrieked and the Atlantic bellowed; the clouds tore themselves to writhing shreds and the waves sideswiped the cliff face on their way to the mainland.
Harsh stinging spray drenched him instantly, and he blinked away the water as he crawled to the spot from which he knew he could climb down. He looked over the edge. The tide was in and high; another twenty feet and the most persistent waves would ride over the top. He licked his lips and tasted salt. If Lilla was down there, then there was only one place she could be. If she'd climbed any lower she would have drowned by now.